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Saturday, May 05, 2012

progress seen

.السلام عليكم.

as long as i lived,
i'll always lend you a hand.

every teacher needs students to be taught.
but in my case, i'm not a teacher.
rather i volunteer to be as one.

i'll tell you where i work, teaching.
the best of the best place you ever want to enroll in.
*this, i recommend to bintuluans.

Medan Jaya Tuition Centre [PTMJ]
where you can pursue your dreams.
*oh yeah! this is what i'm talking about.

for starters, i really am not into teaching.
with those naughty children to handle through 2 hours.
*man, i'm not familiar with kids!
and thinking about ways how to teach them.
this is even harder than being a cashier.

but time passed by and i learnt from them.
this was how i learned back then.
i even reminiscent all the good memories that i've created there.
sure was good to be back.
*i even found pictures of me receiving trophies.

anyway, i see some progress in my students.
they really are working hard.
i know i'm not that strict, but sometimes my anger rises.
and well, it will triggers them for awhile.
*just for about 5 seconds or so, and the class will get noisy once more. huh.

all but a good day's work.
i felt great in making them understand what they have learnt.
phew! really makes my presence worth it.
*fyi, i don't have my voice back yet.

i hope they will remember what i taught somehow.
although its not that much but it will do for the time being.
and guess what, i think i enjoy teaching them right now. 
*haha! that is a good joke sister!

that's the story for today.


Friday, May 04, 2012


.السلام عليكم.

i don't recommend you to use this title's word.
got that?

ok! here's the point.
i've received my latest result.
and guess what, i've no expectations for 'that' to happen.

man! i'm so busted! *sigh

you know the drill guys.
retake the test so that i can score.
like there's other easier way to do this.

i think i can't hope too much
but still, must have faith in myself.
it's too complicated you see.
*shedding tears.

the test is just around the corner.
conflicts rises day by day.
even so, i can't figure out how am i to do this.

two weeks will do. *maybe
many complications just burst out of nowhere.
and i'm feeling down. *huh?

i didn't tell anyone about this except someone.
*by the way, sorry guys. i didn't mean to not saying anything to you.
i can say that this is too private.
for me at least.

and now i've said it.
though not through you but via blog.
*it's not a big difference right? at least you know.

so, that's my part of story.
hoping this will be long forgotten in the future.

pray for me?
please and thank you!