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Sunday, October 30, 2011

like heart-broken

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

its not that what you think its really is.
its just that i'm just having a sad time.
well, i think.
so no need to coax me. :)

there will be a time that you will having an up-side-down smile.
and as for me, i'm having mine now.
like others sadness is not a bad thing.
its only just the beginning.
so i'm glad for being sad than happy all the time.
if not, then there won't be any meaning to this life right?
so don't bother to be unhappy because somehow it'll make life more cheerful in the end.

then i guess i can make a smile now.
knowing that i've release some of the unhappiness here. :)
have a great day you guys!

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

i'm there for you

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

its nothing personal really but i would like to dedicate this to someone i care about.

remember at the times when i was lost and i seek help from you.
all the time apart from ALLAH?
and at the times when i was in total helpless i went to search for you to gain strength?
and when i was in serious sadness i went for your happy cheers?

i know some of it really helped me and i am totally grateful for having dear you as my besties.
you know why?

its not that i see your appearance for being so kind or so.
its because i know you better than anyone else who doesn't.
and you being you is the one that i seek for in having a friend.
it doesn't matter who you are or where you're from.
its the heart that shows your true personality.
in which warms me in many ways.

and so
my friend, don't be afraid if you think i won't be the greatest friend which you can lean on.
but have faith that i'll help you no matter what and always be there for you if you need me.
note this : always

Monday, October 17, 2011

the exam day

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

i know its a bit too late but just for updating my page.
as well as all of you know, i had my MUET test last wednesday.
so here how it started.

its 7 in the morning and i wake up to send kids to school. (i wasn,t taking my bath yet)
and so, i felt a little nervous. just a little i tell you.

prepare myself for awhile and the time was about 7.28 am i guess. 
sat in the car and then dayah called me. 
i was turning on the engine at that time.
gosh! am i going to be late? she called, told her good luck and drove my way to that school.
dayah : don't be shocked when i said i'm driving there. it's common nowadays.

got into the school and heard the weet2 sound. ouh! you know what i mean.
boys that are truly naughty, doesn't even know the difference between me and him.
i'm older. -_-" 

as honest as i could be, i didn,t know which way to go.
i didn,t even remember which way was the office.
and when i got into the office, i didn,t know where was the library.
haha to get it straight, i was lost. (for awhile)
then as i came to the library, i saw the MUET sign. haha.
need to take off the shoes before entering.

there was people staring at me when i came in. 
i thought that was because i came in late? 
so, maybe people actually see the faces of the late person.
but i took my steps carefully and headed towards a guy i know.
palam boy, same lecture group.

we chit chat for awhile and then he said:
"if i had knew about this i should just wear a tshirt instead of a shirt"
i looked around and yes i saw all of the candidates wore formal attire except ME.
which was baju kurung for girls and shirt for guys and some girls.
i wore jeans with a white short sleeve tshirt and a cardigan, a red selendang too.
well, i didn't noticed about my attire but this is what i wore on the day i got IELTS exam.
i remembered my teacher said to wear appropriate attire but not too formal.
hahahahahaha but i didn't get embarrased. because its appropriate i guess.

 i came in 1st group of the day with sylvester.
we got the topic on :
how to help sick children in hospital.
i was candidate d and i was comfortable with that position.

the choices of answers were : 
1. read books to children
2. organize activities and games
3. assist the children
4. collect toys and books

after the long discussion, we've decided the best way was num 2.
after all was done, we chit chat for awhile and then left me and sylvester to walk around the school.
then i drove back to enjoy my success.
the end :)

Tuesday, October 11, 2011


assalamualaikum w.b.t.

time is ticking.
tik tok tik tok tik tok

what? it's MUET alright. huhu~
don't want to get busted out of speaking nonsense.
thanks NIK for wishing me good luck.
and the rest, please pray for this awesome girl : ME

thanks to all of you for being a great person in my life!

counting days

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

for what? you may ask.
well it's certainly is for the one and only thing for us, degree-becoming students need to pass in.
MUET is around the corner but i'm not preparing myself anything. 

not that i'm already that intelligent to score in this exam.
as that is all of you can say.
its just me, not knowing what to read or prepare.
maybe there's an idea of sort in my mind but what the heck.

and tomorrow is the day my parents are getting away from us five.
where to? KL of course. why you might say? my mum is having her convo there.
well' yippee for her. and us. haha. freedom in the house. i guess? no. still, loads of things to be settled.
that's all.

Monday, October 10, 2011

just simple sayings

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

wah! so long it have been for me not to go blogging.
okay2 i know that everyone knows i'm on this mission for days ago.

the final exam
as you can remember
*this is just for those who are currently study in uitm that have been through this obstacle*

but hey, the waiting is over and it's us now having a great holiday ahead of us.
#probably its only for you guys. i'm not that kinda having a relaxation back home here. -_-"

and so, there! i've said it.
i'm back home loitering maybe, doing nothing but once again waiting.
aahhh! the waiting. it's the MUET exam fyi. and the final exam results.

really hoping that everything is gonna be fine.
pray for deary me will ya?
thanks a bunch!