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Saturday, December 27, 2014

aku, kau ada

.السلام عليكم.

Cinta ini tanda hati
Aku kau yang punya
Siapa sangka kita berdua
Bersama akhirnya

Oh biarkan ribut dan hujan
Datang menduga aku engkau ada
Oh biarkan seluas lautan
Ku renangi jika aku kau perlukan
Oh biarkan kerna aku kau ada

Tiada cela engkau sempurna
Yang teristimewa
Seandainya tiada istana

Ku mencintaimu seadanya


Thursday, November 27, 2014


.السلام عليكم.

اَلْخـَبِيـْثــاَتُ لِلْخَبِيْثـِيْنَ وَ اْلخَبِيْثُــوْنَ لِلْخَبِيْثاَتِ وَ الطَّيِّبَاتُ لِلطَّيِّبِيْنَ وَ الطَّيِّبُوْنَ لِلطَّيِّبَاتِ.
“ Wanita-wanita yang tidak baik untuk laki-laki yang tidak baik, dan laki-laki yang tidak baik adalah untuk wanita yang tidak baik pula. Wanita yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik untuk wanita yang baik. (Qs. An Nur:26)

dan aku kadang terfikir betul ke apa yang aku buat ni.
mengharapkan yang terbaik sahaja.

Friday, July 25, 2014

A Story I Wrote

.السلام عليكم.

                    It was a morning like any other morning . The sun shines above my head , the water was clear and the clouds were fair . i took  a deep breathe . " Fascinating ", as i said . world full of glorious and happiness filled the air . Walking down the path i knew , stopping to see whether there was something new . But only full of bushes and flower beds . Beauty was their appearance as i came to stare . 

                    " Hey kiddo ! What is up ?", said one voice suddenly .
                    I tried to find the source of the voice but none i saw .
                    " Up here !", it said again .

                   Then i looked up , saw my boyfriend was up on the tree . Then , he came jumping down but no sound was heard when he reached the ground . I was overjoyed when he came to see me for i do love him .

                    " How about a walk ?", he asked .
                    " Sure ", i said .

                    My heart leapt high as i was very happy . We walked through some rocks and trees until we found the river where we used to be . Then , naturally I caught a fish and he did too . Both of us stared at each other as we put the fish on the ground .

                    " Lunch time !", he said .

                    We both ate the fish hungrily . I stared at him with my dazzling eyes because i knew he really liked it . He then licked me on my face and i liked that too for i knew it meant that ' I Love You '. It was a simple body language but meant only for me  . Both of us loved to play and chit-chat all the time , everyday . I really loved him not only because of his appearances but also the kind heart he had . I appreciate him as much as he appreciate me .

                     But all of it was going to be the past . Then disaster came as we were in the field . I saw a big creature that i did not recognize at first behind my back . And i did not make a note about it until i noticed a sound not far away from where we stood . I used my eagle eye to search for the source . My boyfriend went to where he thought the sound came from . Suddenly , out of nowhere .

                    " Watch out ! A python !", he shouted . I looked back and saw that huge and hideous creature . It was five times the size of me . I hissed at it and stood on my ground . Preparing to attack when my boyfriend came and everything went upside down .

                    The python had my boyfriend . He tried to freed himself but no luck . I shouted at it ," You hideous creature . Don't kill my boyfriend !". And then , i went to it and bit its body as hard as i could . I knew my fangs were not too sharp but it would do to loose my boyfriend a bit . But still no use . The python tried to reach for me as i tried to avoid from it back and forth . My boyfriend was tired and exhausted as i could see before my own eyes . And i swore to myself i won't let this beast got away . 

                  The python was quick as i wanted to scratch its head . I hissed fiercely and i clutched myself and inserted my claws into its body until it bled . Then , it loosen its grip on my boyfriend which made him fell to the ground , fainting . The beast was defeated and ran away but mine was already like a fish breathing out of the water . I knew he was dying but i couldn't accept it . I was panting for sure and i cried a bit . 

                    He said ," I love you forever , my dear ."
                    " I love you too", i replied and then he died . 

             I cried for him and from that , i knew i had lost someone who i felt special . My memories of him came one by one making my heart sombre . I couldn't handle my feelings as i scratched every tree in the area . Making myself more upset , I had to comfort myself and make myself believe that he had gone to somewhere nice waiting for me . 

                    I just couldn't believe that it was the day i witnessed him died and it really made my heart strucked . I felt pain in my heart and i cried bitterly . My fur was still stucked with his smell and i knew i would missed that . I tried to be calmer as the minutes passed and i hope not to cry anymore because i knew he was there somewhere but in another world . Then , i decided to head home feeling sad when i knew no one will ever be with me the next day because i knew there was only one fascinating cat like him that i love so much in my entire life .

-- 4 Jannatul Ma'wa
-- 27th October 2009
-- Mrs. Aida Mohamed

Thursday, February 20, 2014


.السلام عليكم.

Hati kita ada satu,
sekali kita sakitkan ia,
sukar untuk dipulihkan.

macam tu memang aku xberani lah nak kacau hati orang.
maaf untuk semua yang aku dah buat.
i'm a jerk. hah said it!

tapi walau sesakit manapun, 
kalau kau kawan aku,
aku sentiasa sayangkan kau.

for the special person, i'm still not into it yet.
not yet.
*calon pun xdak.

-- saja nak kasi isi kat behlorg. --