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Thursday, April 26, 2012

i'm pissed already

.السلام عليكم.

trying to figure out how to teach students in better ways
question is, why so sudden?

just think of it as if i'm encountering a major problem when dealing with the class
plus, i am said to be a kind teacher.
*yeah, like where did that come from.

i can't possibly be mad at them for everything,
like all the students in that class is disobeying me
i tried to hold back my anger but as you know, humans always being unsatisfied. *that includes me too.

i have have had enough of this one human who is very talkative, *but i really don't care if a person always talk. it's better than having a dead silence class, right? but always perform less work.

i'm not sure whether i'm too kind to let the student do their own work or they always pissed the teachers off. i don't want to think. you get the pick.

sometimes, even racism is being brought up by them.
i don't know what's the big deal to bring it up.
but i'm quite sure sometimes they are dissatisfied with each other.

you know lower grades. heck! 
teaching them is like forever.

and so, this also gives me an extra headache.
all i can say is that i'm not interfering in their religion argument .*believe me cause if i'll do, i'll make it even worse and that's the last thing that i'll ever want to do!

i just sat quietly and hushed them to silence.
*yeah, like that'll probably the best solution anyway.
i was hoping for better things to happen
putting aside my own mixed feelings, i tried harder for the best results in the future.

.the end.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

.make believe.

.السلام عليكم.

a thought for a second
something which i want to believe
news i heard, true or not *maybe rumors

i happened to teach my 'students' about myths and legends
but i'm not quite sure whether they understand what i taught them

at night, heard a news that surprised me
people that i knew long time before
collapsed? *i'm not sure, but he's fine now

met a friend that afternoon, a long time ago friend
not knowing where she went or what she does
all that matters that i met her while on duty

found a sister's friend
good to be known isn't it?
reminiscent all the good memories in the past.
*shedding tears*

as time ticks by, we're aging every seconds
but the past remains in our hearts
and so do our loved ones.

.the end.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

hectic times

.السلام عليكم.

not so long ago did i have written things in here.
i've gain experience day by day.
attending various work.

somehow i seem to be in a very tiring condition.
where :
1. might as well you count money all day long.
2. overcome the little kids in class, ought to teach them a lesson.

you might want to know how in the world i got involved in these two careers.
to be honest, i don't have a thought of it either. *frustrating isn't it?

but apart from this tiring thingy, i was able to cope with both.
*yeah, surprisingly i'm amused myself.

some part of me, wanted to work in both jobs. i don't know. if Allah wills it, i can do both. and i got paid good, that's a relief. :)

ouh! and the place that i was lucky to have the job is at :
           1. POPULAR bookstore.
           2. Medan Jaya Tuition Centre. 

fyi, i'm both a teacher and a cashier. so, i'm a very, very, very busy person. so, if you happen to see me online, or even texting you*maybe, its what i can called it my day off.

so good having the life as this one. 
i hope you find a good life of your own too.

seems to me, i need to stop writing now.
need to work tomorrow.
*/ai, caramba!Did i mention that i work 24/7?Good for me huh?\*